sooo

yeah... i almost died the other day, it's def. an interesting feeling. It kinda gave me a wake up call. I realize that i'm not untouchable, that one thing could bring me down in a heart beat. maybe this was God way of telling me I am wasting my time here... and if I choose to live for him, I should live for him and not make excuses like so many Christians in today's world do. haha like the army slogan... be all that you can be (no i'm not in the army guard, im in the air guard but the same line of thinking applies) In the Air Force, we have three main values in which to live by "integrity first, service before self, and excellence in all we do". Well i haven't been living up to that by a long shot, especially to God. I realized that I wasn't ready to be called home, i realized that i haven't been giving God my all. i guess what i'm trying to say is that the past couple of days sucked, and to be honest, scared the livin crud out of me, but God managed to smack some sense into me.

hey

so time it seems has come again to say hi. HI

So! been a while!

So! it's been a while since i updated. A lot has definetley happened (and i know i speled that wrong but i don't really care) lol. I have a girlfriend now, God has blessed me so much. She's the best:) she comes home from school in about two weeks, i can't wait! one of my best buddies is getting married!!!! ethan!!! haha. man I'm prayin in can get drill off for that weekend though. I should be able to. So yeah life is good:)

What a weekend:)

I honestly don't know any words to describe this weekend. I guess all I can say is wow. I just met a girl recently, her name is Julia... She's so great! I went down to Nyack over the weekend to visit her. She's so great! haha. And then when I got back I found out that one of my best buds is getting married! Ethan! What a great weekend! :-)

grr

So not only was my tire jacked up, my entire wheel is screwed up... friggin potholes, time to sue the city for a new tire. ppssshhhh.

hhmmm

My front right tire blew out this morning... it's gonna be a couple days for the right type of tire to come in. no car. hmmm

Wow... all I can say is... Wow... in a good way:)